Queer as Folk and The L Word

I just wanna share my experience with both drama series. First drama i watched was L Word, it was a coincident i began watch the series in youtube. At that time i was a huge fan of Mita, personel of Duo The Virgin, who cross dressing like a rock metal boy. That's why i started to have more interest to lesbian life. Just for your acknowledge, I'm a straight woman who getting a lil bit confused to my true identity and sexuality at that time.

Mita The Virgin

First i found a video when i youtube-ing about lesbian, and began interested with Shane voice and face and style and all of hers,i even don't know what's her name at first. I began googling, and youtube-ing. And voila.. i can tell you that i have been watching almost (if i'm not forget)all the Shane scene. Huge fan of Shane Mccutheon and Kate Moennig. About the whole storyline, i'm end up in the third seasond, and continue only for Shane scene, until the final season. Why? because i'm getting boring, after Dana died, and Shane canceled the wedding, and Tibette broke up. For me the interest curve is getting low and lower. And i was realized that all of the storyline is not strong enough to being remarkable in my mind, except for the Shane character until the 3rd season. The storyline is too dramatized, not truthful enough, seems fake to me. I don't even like the Shane character after she dump Carmen, it was really make me disappointed, who was thought that Carmen is good enough too make Shane changed. But Shane even didn't change until the final season. Damn! But after all she still looked gorgeous for the rest of the series :D

The L Word

Shane and Carmen

And after months, Yay! I found Queer as Folk. I don't even remembered how i can get into this series in youtube. I can say that this series is beutiful. I even like the end of the story, it was sad though, but has strong and remarkable ending. I even started to watch all over again. Brian and Justin sex, okay.. i admit that it was quite interesting and kept my eyes open to this series. But it's not all about sex. Every story has meaning, every character was strong, and the whole character grown up until the final season. The issue their bring even can make a hetero person like me can have more understanding about the homosexual life, and started to bring more gayfriendly in this life. Yes, maybe i'm not homosexual, but i won't judge homosexual anymore. In the past I really didn't like boys like girls, the flamboyant one, I thought their sort of digusting. But now, i'm really regret for what i thought before, for being such a superficial person and homofob. I know you can't choose for what you're, and you can't deny for you really are in your life. I respect for the strong spirit from all of the out homosexual out there. All of us own our own life, accept for all of the risks, and stand up for it. I even begin to figure what i'm myself is. I'm pretty sure that i'm a straight. I love man, and wanna spend the rest of my life with Mr.Right. About what i like in woman, it's not a sexually attraction, just an admiration of a handsome cool woman like Mita or Kate. :D

Queer As Folk

Justin and Brian